Freedom From Fear

Posted by savannahkase on July 17, 2016 in Current Events, Parenting, Personal |

“[T]he advent of a world in which human beings shall enjoy freedom of speech and belief and freedom from fear and want has been proclaimed as the highest aspiration of the common people.”

– Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR), 1948

I have been thinking about this post for a long time.  I was going to title it “Nightmares,” to reflect the horrors from recent current events that haunt me, day and night.   The first inspiration for this post was the March 22 terrorist attack on the international airport and train station in Brussels.  I have always been deeply affected by the suffering of others, no matter how far removed they are.  Even when the distress is only imagined, my emotional / psychological response is very real.  That is why I do not watch many movies, or even television dramas.  I avoid news broadcasts and read The Economist to learn about current events, so that I can just turn the page if things get too intense.  But the Brussels attacks seemed to be everywhere; I could not escape the despair and terror that those explosions provoked around the world.

Norman Rockwell's "Freedom From Fear"

Norman Rockwell’s “Freedom From Fear”

One particular video that was doing the rounds on the major news networks kept me up at night, and still crosses my mind regularly even now.  A cell-phone camera scans a smokey check-in area where luggage has been hastily abandoned.  Crouched against a wall are a sister and brother, not much older than my own children, clinging to each other and crying.  What must have befallen their parents for these small children to have been left alone?  I tried to tell myself that the photographer was their father, and that as soon as he stopped recording he scooped them up and brought them to family therapy to process the traumatic experience.  But even if that optimistic interpretation is true, I know those children’s lives will never be the same.  They will never be as carefree and innocently happy as my kids.  How will the hate of others stifle their joy in the short- and long-run? Read more…

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Happy 4th of July!

Posted by savannahkase on July 4, 2016 in Uncategorized |

IIMG_5129 have always felt blessed to have been born an American, and to be a beneficiary of the best this great country has to offer – beautiful landscapes, decent public schools, a diverse population, the ability to travel the world, and seemingly endless educational and employment opportunities.  I realize, of course, that not everyone is able to enjoy these advantages, and to some, America is a very difficult place to live. At the moment, there are a lot of things that embarrass me about America (our complete failure to control guns or corporate lobbying, our presumptive Republican presidential nominee, our hypocrisy on racial and human rights issues, our culture of fear, …).  Still, while I can find things to admire in every country I have ever visited, I remain very patriotic about my home.  Similarly, I daydream about living overseas, but I wonder if I am willing to give up all that I have here, particularly in our nation’s capital.  Today, after watching a joyful local parade surrounded by my children and their friends, and a boisterous block party with my eclectic mix of neighbors, I am very grateful to be an American.


Growing Pains – Part II

Posted by savannahkase on June 9, 2016 in Lessons From Little Ones, Personal, Second Child, Work/Life Balance |
Growing like weeds

Growing like weeds

I am all too aware that my babies are quickly growing up into little kids (see Growing Pains). It seems like almost every day they can do something new, and they are increasingly asserting themselves as independent people (which terrifies me).  I spend far less time considering my own growth.  While it is easy to note a child’s progress from sitting, to scooting, to crawling, to walking, non-physical growth is often only apparent in retrospect.  It has been one year since I had a major growth spurt, and only with the perspective of time am I able to fully appreciate it.

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Happy Mother’s Day!

Posted by savannahkase on May 8, 2016 in Current Events, Parenting, Personal, Pregnancy |
We couldn't see it coming

We couldn’t see it coming

Five years ago on Mother’s Day, my husband and I were enjoying a romantic weekend away at a spa in the Virginia countryside.  I had been feeling kind of off for a few days, so I’d brought along a pregnancy test, figuring that if it was negative, at least I’d be relaxed and have lots of other fun stuff to do to take my mind off it (we were planning to go to a wine tasting that day), and if it was positive, I could make some Hollywood-esque announcement to my husband on the morning of Mother’s Day.  As it turned out, when those two pink lines appeared, I just started crying hysterically, waking my husband, who had to spend the next few minutes trying to figure out what was wrong.  After I recovered from the initial shock, the rest of that day passed as if it was a dream.  I still remember it all very vividly, just like the day I found out I’d been accepted to my first-choice college, the day I interviewed for my first “real” job, and the day I realized I would spend the rest of my life with my now-husband.  Each of those days in my life represented a clear turning point; even at the time, I understood that from that day on, my life would never be the same.

Although I knew everything was about to change, five years ago I could not imagine what motherhood would mean for me.  Being a mother is the most challenging, exhausting, rewarding, and meaningful thing I have ever done.  It has made me doubt myself, but also helped me grow into a stronger person.  Having kids has helped me appreciate my own mother in ways I had not anticipated, and continues to shape my relationship with her.  My children have also brought me wonderful friends – other mothers who are my support and my inspiration.  Most of all, becoming a mother has brought two beautiful souls into my life.  They make me laugh, they give me hope, and they teach me valuable lessons about myself and the world.  I told my family I did not want anything for Mother’s Day; since becoming a mother, I have already received more than I could have ever asked for.  Happy Mother’s Day, All!


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Mom = Me?

Posted by savannahkase on May 4, 2016 in Lessons From Little Ones, Parenting, Personal, Working Mom |

Happiness-is-meeting-an-old-friendLast week I had lunch with an old friend.  Our dads were childhood friends, so she and I were basically buddies from birth.  Although we lived in different states, our families got together every year for the week of Thanksgiving, so she and I grew up, if not together, in somewhat parallel lives.  We played together, giggled about boys together, stressed about college options together, and forged into young adulthood with infrequent but meaningful reunions.

Our lives diverged five years ago when I got married and my friend moved back home with her mom.  We lost touch, although we still heard news of each other through our parents.  I was thrilled when she texted to say she would be in D.C. for a wedding and wanted to meet up, but I wondered if we’d have anything in common.

At this point in my life, my world revolves around my kids, so I have sometimes have trouble relating to friends who are single and childless.  What do you mean, you’re exhausted?  Who woke you up multiple times last night?  Why are you so busy – don’t you only have your own schedule to manage?  And I am well aware that the disconnect goes both ways.  Before I had kids of my own, I found my friends’ children adorable and amusing, but could not quite grasp the effect they had on my friends’ lives. Read more…

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Parent Training

Posted by savannahkase on March 18, 2016 in Advice, Lessons From Little Ones, Parenting, Uncategorized |
What potty training should look like

What potty training should look like

For months, my husband and I – along with our parents, pediatrician, friends, and some random strangers – have been telling our son (who recently turned 3) that “big boys use the potty” in an effort to get him on board with potty training. We do not believe in using force, coercion, or shame to get our son out of diapers. Professional and anecdotal advice suggests that such techniques are generally ineffective anyway. Instead, we have been trying to motivate our son – pointing out how his friends don’t need to stop playing to get their diapers changed, buying him super hero underwear, and most of all, emphasizing that big kids listen to their bodies and use the toilet.

To be fair, this campaign has been lackluster at best. There’s no reason our son needs to be potty trained any time soon. He is not yet in preschool (and the crunchy, free-spirited school he will start in September does not require kids to be out of diapers at any age) and his sister will be wearing diapers for at least another year. It is actually much easier for my husband or I to do two quick diaper changes and be out the door than to deal with last minute potty requests (or worse, find out he has to go when we are already in the car, on a bus or train, or at a store or playground). Read more…

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The Art of Wooing

Posted by savannahkase on March 10, 2016 in Mom & Dad Dynamics, Personal, Research |
Fairy-Wrens' Love Language

Fairy-Wrens’ Love Language

This week’s Economist featured a fantastic little article about fairy-wren mating practices. Stay with me … Fact: Most males are reluctant to raise another’s children. Fact: Almost half of baby fairy-wrens are cared for by a male bird that is not their biological father. Daniel Baldassarre of Cornell University undertook a study to find out what techniques male fairy-wrens use to try to guarantee paternity, and which strategies work best. The resulting study was published in Biology Letters on February 24. Baldassarre and his colleagues found that when challenged, all male fairy-wrens attacked the rival (to keep him away from their mate) and sang with their mates (to woo her and send a signal that she’s taken). Interestingly, the researchers discovered that a male’s level of aggression towards the rival made no difference in whether that male subsequently ended up raising another bird’s young. By contrast, “[t]he best duetters had almost no offspring born of adultery inflicted on them.”

I found this article very sweet, although not terribly surprising. Any woman would tell you she would rather be wooed by a man than have him beat up some other suiter, and yet, males throughout the animal kingdom continue to duke it out to keep other dudes away from their lady. Male fairy-wren and men alike should take a note from Mr. Baldassarre’s research – romance, not machismo, is the key to fidelity. Unfortunately for men, it takes more than the occasional karaoke to woo most women.

For me, the music to my ears is the six little words my husband knows will always get my attention and lift my mood: “What can I do for you?” I often say, “Nothing,” but just being asked makes me feel loved. And when I tell my husband I would appreciate it if he would empty the dishwasher, get the kids in their PJs, or give me a massage, he always honors my request good naturedly. I appreciate all of these little acts of devotion – big and small – but the most valuable is the question itself. He’s my mate for life (and there can be no doubt our kids are his)!

Like Father, Like Son

Like Father, Like Son

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Party Pooper

Posted by savannahkase on March 5, 2016 in Mom & Dad Dynamics, Parenting, Personal |
All I got for MY birthday was this balloon (and it's perfect!).

All I got for MY birthday was this balloon (and it’s perfect!).

I have very fond memories of my childhood birthday parties. My parents weren’t religious, so birthdays were our primary holidays and they were a big deal. By contrast, my husband grew up in a family where birthdays were marked with a single gift and special meal, rather than the extended celebrations and “princess treatment” that were the norm in my house.

When I had my own kids, there was no doubt in my mind that I wanted their birthdays to be as special as mine were when I was little. Even so, we kept things simple for my son’s first and second birthdays. Although I felt guilty about not throwing him a big themed party like many of his friends had, I knew that lots of people would just overwhelm him. Plus, he did not have any concept of birthdays, or even parties in general, so I figured he wouldn’t know what he was missing.

All that changed in the last six months. As his friends began having third birthday parties – complete with themed crafts, beautiful cakes, and piles of presents – my son began to ask when it would be time for his birthday party. January birthdays are tough because any celebration must be indoors and folks are somewhat partied-out from the holidays. I’d hoped to postpone my son’s birthday celebration to a more convenient time (for me), but that felt selfish given how eager he was for a party. Like many three year olds, my son is obsessed with firefighters, so we reserved the local fire station for the Saturday after his birthday and the countdown began. Read more…

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Happy Birthday, (Not So) Baby!

Posted by savannahkase on January 21, 2016 in Lessons From Little Ones, Parenting, Personal |


IMG_3792Three years ago today, my life changed forever with the birth of my son.  He made me a mother on January 20, 2013, but every day since he has made me a better person.  I have painstakingly taught him to count and to dress himself, but he has taught me to how to brush off injuries – real and imagined – and to laugh at myself.  I am so grateful for the opportunity to be his mom, and I hope I can live up to his image of me.

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Whole Lotto Loco

Posted by savannahkase on January 13, 2016 in Current Events, Parenting, Personal |

powerball“Are you buying a Powerball ticket?” asks the radio morning show host on my alarm clock before I’ve even opened my eyes.  The question is repeated throughout the day as the whole country seems to vibrate with anticipation of the $1.5 billion (and growing) Powerball lottery jackpot drawing tonight.

True, it is the largest U.S. lottery jackpot in history, and more than twice the second-largest jackpot from 2012, a sum so large it is impossible to conceptualize (even if you realize that the jackpot cash payout is “only” about $500 million after taxes).  I fully appreciate that everyone worries about money, and that getting a cash windfall seems like it would solve most problems.  And of course, everyone loves to dream about how they would spend it. Read more…

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